The pain of this knowledge is bearable by meditation. From the void, the emptiness from where it all came. What is The Void? Try to explain the emptiness into which the Universe after the Big Bang, is still expanding.

Now check RAEL. www.rael.org Rael is on the right track and Erich Von Danniken researched this long ago. I agree that by the Elohim, the ancient script translators made gods out of the visitors from the sky. Because it is plural of Eloha, angel, alien who came from the sky, heavens. Write for all angels alien visitors from outer space, traveling to this here experimental laboratory called Earth. For centuries man has deliberately been kept less clever than its creators. But by 1946 they knocked two times on Heavens doors, with the 2 nuclear explosions on Japan. The Elohim want us to stop all wars and become friends. All One or None. Respect and kind regards. The bible has recorded all the visits and many of the doings of the aliens and they were not friendly at each other. A certain group of creation would be more intelligent than the others and eventually control the earth.

Science is developing so fast that man's abilities are par to the creators own. They, the “gods” may not like it and as that was the reason for the disappearance of Atlantis, we are in the same times now. However, the by the angels bred men on Earth have taken to a god of atrocities, everything well recorded and written down in the Bible, sect book nr 1 in the Western world. There are far more than a 100 horrific cruel and bloody deeds by the god of the bible inspired men. I can only give you some, but the total number is over 33 million people killed by “god” and his men, including the Flood. To start with 1. Elisha (with help from God) sent two bears to kill 42 children for making fun of his bald head. 2 Kings 2:22-23. Skip nine, here is nr 10. Samson killed 1000 men with the jawbone of an ass.

Judges 15: 14-15, BT. Skipping 9, we get nr 20 Burned to death for offering incense Numbers 16:35 250 31,391,379. With the flood that killed about 30 million the total world ppulation at the time 21 For complaining Numbers 16:49 14,700 31,406,079 22 Massacre of the Aradites Numbers 21:1-3 3,000 31,409,079 23 For complaining about the lack of food and water, God sent fiery serpents to bite the people. Numbers 21:6 100 31,409,179 24 God delivers the Bashanites into Moses' hands and Moses kills them all Numbers 21:34-35 2,000 31,411,179 25 Phinehas impales a mixed-race couple having sex Numbers 25:6-8 2 31,411,181 26 Israelites for "committing whoredom with the daughters of Moab" Numbers 25:9 24,000 31,435,181 27 Midianite massacre (32,000 virgins were kept alive) Numbers 31:1-35 200,000 31,635,181 28 God kills the entire Israelite army Deuteronomy 2:14-16 500,000 32,135,181 29 The slaughter of the Zamzummim, Horim, Avim, and the Caphtorim Deuteronomy 2:21-22 10,000 32,145,181 30 God hardened the king of Heshbon's heart so that the Israelites could massacre his people. (included several cities) Deuteronomy 2:33-34 3,000 32,148,181 31 All the men, women, and children in 60 cities Deuteronomy 3:3-6 60,000 32,208,181 32 Massacre of Jericho Joshua 6:21 1,000 32,209,181 33 Achan (and his his sons and daughters) for taking the accursed thing Joshua 7:10-12, 24-26 5 32,209,186 34 The Ai Massacre Joshua 8:1-25 12,000 32,221,186 35 God slaughters the Amorites Joshua 10:10-11 5,000 32,226,186 36 Joshua kills 5 kings and hangs their dead bodies on trees Joshua 10:24-26 5 32,226,191 37 Massacre of 7 kingdoms Joshua 10:28-42 7,000 32,233,191 38 The remaining kingdoms Joshua 11:8-12 10,000 32,243,191 39 Massacre of the Anakim Joshua 11:20-21 5,000 32,248,191 40 God delivers the Canaanites and Perizzites Judges 1:4 10,000 32,258,191 41 The Jerusalem Massacre Judges 1:8 1000 32,259,191 42 Ten Massacres, a wedding, and some God-proof iron chariots Judges 1:9-25 10,000 32,269,191 43 The LORD delivered Chushanrishathaim Judges 3:7-10 1000 32,270,191 44 Ehud delivers a message from God: a knife in the belly Judges 3:15-22 1 32,270,192 45 God delivers 10,000 Moabites Judges 3:28-29 10,000 32,280,192 46 Barak and God massacre the Canaanites Judges 4:14 1,000 32,281,192 47 Jael pounds a tent stake through a sleeping man's head Judges 4:18-25 1 32,281,193 48 God forces Midianite soldiers to kill each other Judges 7:22, 8:10 120,000 32,401,193 49 A city is massacred and 1000 burn to death because of God's evil spirit Judges 9:23-57 2001 32,403,194 50 The Ammonite massacre Judges 11:29-33 20,000 32,423,194 51 Jephthah's daughter Judges 11:34-39 1 32,423,195 52 The spirit of the Lord comes on Samson and he murders 30 men for their clothes Judges 14:19 30 32,423,225 53 The Spirit of the Lord comes upon Samson and he kills 1000 men with the jawbone of an ass Judges 15:14-15 1,000 32,424,225 54 Samson's God-assisted act of terrorism Judges 16:27-30 3,000 32,427,225 55 A Holy Civil War Judges 20:35-37 65,100 32,492,325 56 God kills Eli's sons 1 Samuel 2:25, 34; 4:11 2 32,492,327 57 God smote three cities with hemorrhoids in their secret parts 1 Samuel 5:1-12 3,000 32,495,327 58 For looking into the ark of the Lord 1 Samuel 6:19 50,070 32,545,397 59 The LORD thundered with a great thunder upon the Philistines 1 Samuel 7:10-11 1000 32,546,397 60 The Ammonite Massacre (and another God-inspired body part message) 1 Samuel 7:11-13 1000 32,547,397 61 Jonathan's very first slaughter (not counting the one before) 1 Samuel 14:12 20 32,547,417 62 God forces the Philistine soldiers to kill each other. 1 Samuel 14:20 1,000 32,548,417 63 The Amalekite Genocide 1 Samuel 15:2-3 10,000 32,558,417 64 Samuel hacks Agag to pieces before the Lord 1 Samuel 15:32-33 1 32,558,418 65 God delivers the Philistines. 1 Samuel 23:2-5 1,000 32,559,418 66 "The Lord smote Nabal." 1 Samuel 25:38 1 32,559,419 67 David spends the day killing Amalekites 1 Samuel 30:17 1000 32,560,419 68 God has the Philistines kill Israelite soldiers 1 Samuel 31:6, 1 Chronicles 10:6 100 32,560,519 69 Saul and his three sons 1 Samuel 31:6, 1 Chronicles 10:6 4 32,560,523 70 God delivers the Philistines to David (from the front) 2 Samuel 5:19 1,000 32,561,523 71 God delivers the Philistines to David (from behind) 2 Samuel 5:25 1,000 32,562,523 72 Uzzah for trying to keep the ark from falling 2 Samuel 6:6-7, 1 Chronicles 13:9-10 1 32,562,524 73 David and Bathsheba's baby boy 2 Samuel 12:14-18 1 32,562,525 74 God sent a three-year famine because of something Saul did. 2 Samuel 21:1 3000 32,565,525 75 Saul's two sons and five grandsons hung up before the Lord 2 Samuel 21:6-9 7 32,565,532 76 God kills 200,000 people because David did a census that God told him to do 2 Samuel 24:15, 1 Chronicles 21:14 200,000 32,765,532 77 A lion is sent by God to kill a prophet for believing another prophet's lie 1 Kings 13:1-24 1 32,765,533 78 Jeroboam's son 1 Kings 14:17 1 32,765,534 79 Jeroboams's familiy 1 Kings 15:29 10 32,765,544 80 Baasha's family and friends 1 Kings 16:11-12 20 32,765,564 81 The first God-assisted slaughter of the Syrians 1 Kings 20:28-29 10,000 32,775,564 82 God killed 100,000 Syrians for calling him a God of the hills 1 Kings 20:28-29 100,000 32,875,564 83 God makes a wall fall on Syrian soldiers 1 Kings 20:30 27,000 32,902,564 84 God sent a lion to kill a man for not smiting a prophet 1 Kings 20:35-36 1 32,902,565 85 Ahab for not killing a captured king 1 Kings 20:42, 22:35 1 32,902,566 86 51 men are burned to death by God for asking Elijah to come down from his hill 2 Kings 1:10 51 32,902,617 87 Another 51 men are burned to death by God for asking Elijah to come down from his hill 2 Kings 1:12 51 32,902,668 88 Ahaziah is killed for asking the wrong god 2 Kings 1:2-4, 17; 2 Chronicles 22:7-9 1 32,902,669 89 God sent two bears to kill 42 children for making fun of Elisha's bald head 2 Kings 2:23-24 42 32,902,711 90 God delivered the Moabites 2 Kings 3:18-25 3000 32,905,711 91 God calls for a seven year famine. 2 Kings 8:1 7000 32,912,711 92 Jehoram 2 Kings 9:24 1 32,912,712 93 Jezebel 2 Kings 9:33-37 1 32,912,713 94 Ahab's 70 sons 2 Kings 10:6-10 70 32,912,783 95 Ahab's hometown family and friends 2 Kings 10:11 100 32,912,883 96 Ahab's family in Samaria 2 Kings 10:17 100 32,912,983 97 God sent lions to kill "some" foreigners for not fearing him 2 Kings 17:25-26 10 32,912,993 98 Sleeping Assyrian soldiers 2 Kings 19:35; Isaiah 37:36 185,000 33,097,993 99 God delivers Israel into the hands of Judah 2 Chronicles 13:15-17 500,000 33,597,993 100 Jeroboam 2 Chronicles 13:20 1 33,597,994 101 "The Lord smote the Ethiopians." 2 Chronicles 14:9-14 1,000,000 34,597,994 102 God kills Jehoram by making his bowels fall out 2 Chronicles 21:14-19 1 34,597,995 103 Judean soldiers killed for forsaking God 2 Chronicles 28:6 120,000 34,717,995 104 God delivered the Israelites into the hand of the Chaldeans. 2 Chronicles 36:16-17 1000 34,718,995 105 God and Satan kill Job's children and servants Job 1:1-19 60? 34,719,055 106 Ezekiel's wife Ezekiel 24:15-18 1 34,719,056 107 Ananias and Sapphira Acts 5:1-10 2 34,719,058 108 Herod Acts 12:23 1 34,719,059 109 Jesus Eph 5:2 , Heb 10:10, 1Pet 1:19-20, Rev 13:8 1 34,719,060 Posted by Steve Wells at 1/04/2009 07:04:00 AM

 

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Threatening suicide

All taboos broken, or

A wonderful day to die.

 

There are a few topics that are not spoken about. Death is coming to us all but it is taboo. The act of sexual intercourse, where we all came from, is also taboo. If the beginning and the end are both taboo, what can we expect from the in between, the time of living? Death and sex are the two pillars that hold up our life. From all the books about death, the Tibetan Book of the Dead is for me the best guide into the after life. It gives direction to the best possible way for the entity’s spirit or ghost in catholic language to reach Enlightenment on the moment of death, or in the Here After. A wonderful colorful world awaits one to drag one back in carnal form. The way to go free and never return is to follow the Pure White Light. As long as there are wombs and dicks, and new souls can be made, however, it is better to let them wait on the other side than to let them come here to suffer a life time. Necromancy is the science of communicating with the dead. I think it is bad to disturb a spirit as it is no more here. I say: people on this side and spirits on the other. The unholy ghost spirit that has left the body is supposed to adhere to the Holy Ghost so that the Wisdom of the Universe shows him his past life. He can than judge him self and choose to return in human form in order to overcome the bad he has done. Only the spirits of people who had studied and applied the laws of the Universe who in a sense were enlightened and in some way holy  can stay with the bright white Light and not return in carnal form. To bring less suffering, we the people, must make sure the spirits stay there.  By using condoms, vasectomizing and using the anti baby pill, or the spiral or the 6 month shot. Preventing more souls to coming in the flesh will benefit the ecology of the world more than any other thing.

There is a problem for many dying people because local priests have no guide for the departing soul, and science can not help, science is studying it.. The right to end life has been a hot topic in the Netherlands and Switzerland long ago. In these two countries there is a way for ordinary people who suffer a personal condition to die with dignity. It is called euthanasia in the learned world. Several conditions have to be met and more than one doctor must give their reports to a commission who then can give permission to the person who wants to end life with dignity. Often family members are present to say goodbye, a doctor to oversee the process and that is that. There are many cases that are not approved by the commission. People who want to die but are prohibited by law must continue to suffer. I am in that group. I want to die very much. I am not suffering enough they say, a pill can take care of my suffering. What many do not know is that more USA soldiers die from suicide than on the battle field. I should have died when I was 50. Unfortunately I live.on beyond the years I lived for true. I am now a living dead.

When I look back in my life I succeeded wonderfully. I did everything that other men dream of. I traveled very far and very much, I saw many different people and made friends the world over, I had lovers and I became a global citizen. I had the most wonderful cars, I learned to fly small airplanes, I learned to sail ocean going sailing yachts, and I rode horses. I sailed 15 good years that made me fall deeply in love with the immense open ocean. I came to the Caribbean 25 years ago and I love it here, I settled in Marigot, St. Martin in 1989. I learned new trades and became tourist guide, also sales representative, and then gold smith. In my life I had two sons and several sweet long lasting relations with lovely women. Now I want to die a little more. I am done with this life.

After I was hit in 1999 by the terrible car that broke my legs I am still limping like a crab. I asked my doctor to help me die but he refused. Instead he gave me pills. I get around the house in my wheelchair. A special shoe has been made for me; I call it my robot shoe. That helps a little but I need a walking stick or I lose my balance. The horrible feeling that god’s perfect creation, my body, has been violated by a zombie sort of person who hit me with his car makes me cry tears of frustration every day. I want to die a little much this time. I researched all possible ways to end my life and I have found the simplest way. Painless, effective and cheap, involving nothing illegal at all. That makes me feel a lot better, now that I know how I can leave this valley of tears, when my time comes. God has given me life, I offer Him now to please take it back. I am done with living. Been there done that. All my life I was curious about dying, to be without my body. I practiced astral traveling and indeed went everywhere, but connected with a silver cord to my sleeping body at home. Free to go into the sun and be gone. I hate the driver who took my good legs away, for not taking my life also. He was not even punished for what he did, but I am punished for the rest of my living days. His insurance had to pay my hospital costs, so the judge was sure he was guilty. Because I have given away every cent in my life to people poorer than me, I am suddenly without money and that makes me want to die a little more again. Please do not compare me with others whose condition is worse, that does not make my condition any better, so now I want to die for them; a little more again. To kill some body is called murder. Even the threat of murdering some one can land one in jail. Gandhi in his time was not the peaceful leader without violence that you may think. He seriously threatened to kill somebody, fasting himself to death, a murder of the self in this case, if he did not get what he wanted. I am convinced I can not die when my time has not come. I hope it comes soon. I want action. Death can not be as bad as living like I do now, and it can not be so bad at all, because nobody ever came back, except in fairy tales. Today was a wonderful day to die, it just did not happen, tomorrow maybe. Until then I stay here with you.

 

Chamba Chada 

 

To those who seek (and will find, at some point in time), I recommend: the Masters.  Look for them in the library, on the internet and everywhere, because they are here to help. Call them what you want, do not believe (in) them, but study what they have to say.  And do not stop by One, seek More of Them, All of Them and recognize that there are many. You are not alone.

Here follow the names under which some are known. 

Bob Marley

Jesus

Osho

Neale Donald Walsh

Mahavira

Rudolph Steiner

Gautama the Buddha

Michael Jackson

Gurdief

Erasmus

Eckehardt

The Masters have tried through times memorial to help mankind and the human individual. There are two kind of Masters, those that dwell in the  Radiant Light and sit still to  wait for  seekers to find them and those that also found Enlightenment but go out to teach as many individuals as possible to lift them over and above their present state of ignorance, poverty, suffering and loneliness. Some use songs and music, even jokes and tricks. These Masters or Enlightened Ones, or Buddha’s, or Saviors, or Christ’s, call them Stars, have given methods of learning, solutions, ideas and concepts to alleviate the pain and the mental agony that exists in every human being that has a thinking and awakening mind.  You know in your soul that there is more than what we have here now. There must be more than the killing, the intolerance, the sexual repression, the hunger and poverty. Not one Master alone can satisfy all. But all the Masters together can teach many. Study them, read them, listen to them. Do not follow them but take their advice and ideas and create your own reality with the knowledge they supply. The list of Masters is very much longer than what I put here, and some are more appealing to you than others. Take your pick, you will find more of them while you go along. They will confirm your deepest hidden knowledge and bring it to the surface again. Do not follow them, they do not want dogs, do not obey them, they set no rules.  Recognize your deepest self in their words and let your True Being emerge. Their Word is  the same Truth that  lives deep inside of you but has been buried and covered over by useless information for many years. Throwing out your learned nonsense makes place for the Emptiness or Void that is required for Gods Wisdom to enter. 

Imagine an engine block of  a car, or a plastic housing for a telephone, or a pillar supporting a house, or an ice cube. These things have been made in molds. A mold is an empty space in the shape of the thing wanted. A liquid substance is put in the mold where it takes the shape of the cavity. The liquid substance, be it hot plastic, molten iron, concrete or water solidifies inside the mold which is then opened for the object to emerge. The item could not come into existence without the emptiness of the mold. The same is true for what you call “God’s” Wisdom. This what you call “God”  is Infinite Wisdom, Infinite Creativity, Perfect Compassion and Love, it can only enter you when you create  space for it. As long as you are full of thoughts and ideas of what you call God or Allah or Brahman or Jehovah, It can not enter you. It needs a totally virgin, empty mind. Does not the Bible begin with the words: In the beginning there was NOTHING? That NO-THING is needed for “God”, which I call the Unified Field, or simply the Universe, to begin its Work. The Masters try to let you find that Void, that Emptiness in which “God” can manifest itself. Through you “God” wants to Be. But how can “God” enter you when your mind is full of so called “knowledge” (of religions for instance), which is believed by you, which you cling to as a barnacle to a ship. The space that “God” should occupy is already filled up. You have stashed years of useless information and your mind is churning the same information over and over and you reach no where. If only you could empty your head, let go of all you ever learned, all you believe in, all that you are presently “following”. You could then find the Light and be True and Free and an instrument for God to play.  

Who is the God of Random? It is the God that many St. Maarteners believe in.

Those that buy lottery tickets and numbers, those that visit casinos and and pray that the God of Random will favor them.

Devoutly they look every day first at the page that shows the winning numbers. Eddy Williams announces with his graveyard voice those numbers, more serene than a prayer to the Virgin Mary, every day on the radio. It is so serious that a nationwide industry is built around the worshiping of the God of Random. Worship booths are abundantly placed at every strategic corner of the land, not a mile can you travel without seeing one or other sect represented. At those booths you can pay your offering and sacrifice your contribution so that maybe the God of Random will favor you with money. All over is the God represented? The God of Random voted for me as I could not make up my mind who to vote for. Who of the candidates merits my confidence? If I look at what the politicians have accomplished the last few years, I worry so much that my ulcer starts to play up.

 Here goes: Mullet Bay problem still not solved, road markings not done, no white lines, domestic violence not made a major criminal offense, mareachausee still not invited back to help curb crime, still nothing done at the road over the St.Peter hill straight into Marigot, which would be a real improvement, instead Link One Phase Two, ending up at the same bottleneck down the hill at Cole Bay, where still no roundabout is planned, the sewage still running wild at the Middle Region road, Dutch Quarter area still looking worse than the fourth world, the lagoon still too polluted too swim in it. And more signs of disastrous conduct by politicians.

So I made 23 scraps of paper and numbered them, folded them and put them in a box, shook it well and choose one . Voila, my vote was decided by the God of Random who is so fervently worshipped in this country. This God decides which team starts at international football( soccer) matches when the umpire flips a coin. When on a narrow road two cars face each other and none wants to give way, the God of Random should be asked to decide who should move first, by flipping a coin in the air and catching it, lay it flat down on the other hand. The stubbornness of drivers is ridiculous and childish. The mentality of the people is so immature; one wonders what will become of the country once it is on its own... The God of Random certainly should be worshipped, as only He knows the outcome.

click onto  www.Osho.com,  and see for your self. Or find OSHO in bookstore, library or  amazon.com. He gives you the days “no-thought”,  not a “thought for the day” , those are  outdated and belong to the old-minds.  It bores me to have to put up with a world  full of people that are not free and progressing. The Truth has set me free.  People that still make this world are stuck hands and feet in the quagmire of the same old ways, work with the same old ideas and  bring the same wars, the same fossil-fuel burning engines and the same eye for an eye and tooth for a tooth. As long as people follow those old ideas and religions, I cannot mix with them . Study OSHO if you want to get anywhere ,  if you want to get into the present, the now.

 I will write more comments on everything, for I  am new. ( read Conversations With God 2 , by Neale Donald Walsch, Jubilee Library)

Dear friends, information by enlightened people, OSHO and Neale Donald Walsch   confirm only what you know deep down is true. I was already new, I never was old. Only suppressed by society, put down. When I wanted to soar high, I was to be low, with them. Where I was free, I had to be shackled. To follow rules made for fools. To be a free mind  is the hardest  thing in this world. Confined by religions, by political directions, by skin color or language, by nationality and god knows what more, to be free is almost a crime. You may try to understand, but unless you are free, you will not know the pain. To be born free and find oneself in this unfree world is a curse.. That is why reading the authors I mentioned is such a comfort.  They know where we are coming from, where the pain comes from. Osho comforted me when I cried my heart out. Walsch comforted me when I carried the worlds pain on my shoulders. And very young women comforted me when  tragic disaster struck. Young ones comfort me when I cringe with loneliness,  because  old women cannot understand the freedom-suffering-boy inside . Only very young women who are not yet set in society's rules. It is why Jesus loved  whores , because they also defied the rules, they rebel against the laws of the world. They ease the pain of  boy-men. A very young woman  still  has  freedom, defying everything. Differences in age do not exist  when a young woman caresses an older grieving man. When I look in loving ageless eyes, there are only two immortal free spirits. I may end up on a cross, judged by the ancient rulers and criminal lawmakers that call them self right. I puke of them and on their world. They believe in their  jails, they build more jails to lock up anyone that is not following their decrees and laws and religions and rules for refugees and passports  and rules for their material possessions and for drugs, and AIDS patients. Freedom flies out of the window with a whiff of incense, burning on the altar of ignorance. From behind  tears for lost freedom this mail is reaching you, slipped through the keyhole of a jail door. Will  you  ever open that door ? 

Now you read the true reasons for drug and alcohol abuse, for domestic violence. People are never angry for reasons they think.  They are angry because their original freedom, that is, their birthright, is taken away. And they and you, you rebel, you dream, you drink, you drug, try to escape. You get so frustrated, you take it out on your wife, your girlfriend, your neighbour, none of them have done you a thing, but  you find yourself frustrated in this world of rules, while you were born free. Acceptance, surrender, consent, words that describe defeat. I know that deep inside of you, freedom is asleep. I will awaken it  gently with the truth. Rest assured friends. The Truth shall set you free and it will curb your violence, make you a loving human being again.

                                 

Originally the December parties had nothing to do with Jesus, the Christ. It has an older, more primitive feeling of happiness that stems from the fact that winter is over. On the 21st December, that day is the shortest day of the year on the northern part of our planet Earth. The longest night is passing and the 22nd day of December is a little longer and the light returns. Nobody knows if Jesus was born on the 24th; my Bible, the Christian Community Bible, even tells me that Jesus most probably was born a few years before what we call year 0.  It were the religion makers later that conveniently put the magic personality on the most celebrated time of the year, even if they got it wrong by few weeks . No matter at all, it is the time that the light returns, and that is the true reason for the good feelings that originated in the northern part of our planet long before the Christ was created.

Frustrated, in the southern part of our planet, the nights grow longer and the days shorter. Nothing to celebrate there. It was the northern man who brought the December party to the south, Australia, South America , South Africa... So if your origin is from the south, and you don't feel that inner relief and happiness that is deeply ingrained in the northern soul, do not worry, celebrate anyway, as you are here now. On 17 degrees north over the equator, where we are, we have only two hours difference with the longest day,21 June, when the turn takes place, which should be Christmas  for the southern half of the planet. In Holland and England the difference is as high as 12,13 hours between mid- summer and mid winter day. That is where the change is really felt and it explains why we have a northern tree, the pine tree, cut down as a sacrifice.

In the high north no daylight at all reaches the earth in winter; no wonder Santa Claus gets away from the north Pole, it is permanent night there now. A very happy New Year to you all, that you may have Health ,Love and Good Fortune.

 

In February this year, a movie on channel 7 was about the Catholic Church’s power brokers. It was clear for all to see that they who decide who to accept as Holy and who not, are just old egoistic and power sick men. They know nothing of true meditation and they do not know how to let God speak through them. In their power games they judge what is good for the Church and how to stay in power.

 

What happens outside in the community is not their interest and they do everything just to stay in control. They show no evidence of being Enlightened or touched by the Wisdom of God. How these men got their ranks in the hierarchy of the Church is through other men just like them, who hunger for power and to rule over others. Holiness to them is a quality that they can dispense of as they see fit. How ordinary people can believe that those men have any authority over the miraculous powers that some persons posses is the real true miracle.

Is this world only populated by brainless people that follow power hungry old men who do with them as they like? Why does the knowledge to become a Free Man, filled with Gods Wisdom, a Light Unto Yourself , stays hidden to the ordinary western person? Why are religions afraid to teach the Truth about Godliness? Because they are power hungry and want to rule over as big a crowd as possible.

Once God is found, no Church or Religion is needed any more. An Enlightened Person is lost to temple, church, religion, and has become Free, just like God herself. Enlightenment, Godliness, can never be learned from old outdated scriptures. Only from those who were and are Enlightened, like Mahavira, Buddha, Lao Tze, Jesus, Erasmus, Zorba, Bob Marley, Osho, N.D.Walsh, and many more.

For people who cling to any one religion only, and fear or ignore the rest, I say: “Wake Up”, there is more to God than any one religion can know, the combined knowledge of all religions is only a fraction of Gods Truth.

For those who seek Gods love, Wisdom and Compassion, I say: Seek and thou will find.

The Catholic Church reigns with blackmail (confession) and fear (hell) over its followers and keeps them as far from God as possible. Blind Faith, that the Church demands, is for people without observing brains(eyes), to follow the Godless leaders. The scandalous conduct of Catholic Church Potentates who sexually abuse(d) children, proof again of their Godlessness, is presently headlines in the USA.

Not (yet) mentioned is the scandalous financial abuse of (mentally weak, ignorant) adults, by letting them turn over their wealth and property to the Church for a promise of Paradise after death and forgiveness of sins.....

Gurdjieff tried from one corner. Raman Maharishi tried from another corner. He made it a meditation to ask, to inquire, "Who am I?" And don't believe in any answers that the mind can

supply. The mind will say, "What nonsense are you asking? You are this, you are that, you are a man, you are a woman, you are educated or uneducated, rich, poor." The mind will supply answers, but go on asking. Don't accept any answer because all the answers given by the mind are false. They are from the unreal part of you. They come from words, they are coming from scriptures, they are coming from conditioning, they are coming from society, they are coming from others. Go on asking. Let this arrow of "Who am I?" penetrate deeper and deeper. A moment will come when no answer will come. That is the right moment. Now you are nearing the answer. When no answer comes, you are near the answer because mind is becoming silent or, you have gone far away from the mind. When there will be no answer and a vacuum will be created all around you, your question will look absurd. Whom are you questioning? There is no one to answer you. Suddenly even your questioning will stop. With the questioning, the last part of the mind has dissolved because this question was also of the mind. Those answers were of the mind and this question was also of the mind. Both have dissolved so now YOU ARE. Try this. There is every possibility, if you persist, that this technique can give you a glimpse of the real- and the real is ever-living. From Osho.

O,la la, les francais. They are checking on religious sects. Well, they better talk to me, as I am someone who has checked them already long ago. My conclusions are that the biggest sect is the Roman Catholic one, then comes the Protestant Christian one, then the Muslim and Hindu ones, and following those, all the other ones, too numerous to mention. All those sects are in some or other way discriminatory towards the others. Which is the explanation for the French investigation. Being Christianized some centuries ago, the originally pagan country worshipped trees, fire, the moon, stones and what not. Once they became members of the Roman sect the most hideous crimes were committed in the time of the inquisition. If you so much as owned a black cat, you would end up on the pyre. Today they jealously look at any other club, group or organization that takes away members from their powerful lobby. Oh, la la, les francais, Liberte, Egalite... Talk about freedom of religion. I do not commit myself to any club group, lobby, party or religion, although I have been invited to join by many. I rather stay a free man, with my own knowledge and my own god in my own soul. My own God, who has no name, no

substance, no attachment whatsoever. That way I see clearly what others are doing or trying to do. And honestly, most are very good and commendable indeed. The biggest is not to my mind the best, as it insists to blind faith, which is logically foolish. To blindly accept anything not even a blind man should do, let alone one that has eyes that see. Obedience, guilt and repression are the pillars on wich these sects' credo is built; and calls itself a religion because they mix the idea of God with it. To attack other religious groups under the excuse of human rights is nothing but the same that the Romans have done since the time of Julius Cesar, accuse and destroy, in order to rule alone. In these times that (some) people slowly

become educated, the dominating superiority of the church leaders is crumbling and people are looking for alternatives to winged creatures, the magic tricks of changing water into wine, and walking on water. Those things belong to fairy tales. People are looking for more realistic experiences. How many enlightened beings did 2000 years of Christian religion produce?

Not more than one can count on the fingers of one hand. It is like a gardener with 1000 trees and only one blooms, is that a good gardener? More like the one tree blooms in spite of him, not because of him. So it was with master Eckehardt who was enlightened in the Middle Ages, and a few others. They became enlightened to show the church its absurd demands on the minds of the people. And to become enlightened should be the ultimate goal of religion, of any religion. Once awakened, when one sees the light, and God is found, is realized, nothing else is important and a group, a leader or a place of worship has become superfluous, unnecessary. That is why the religious groups do everything to prevent its members from becoming enlightened.

Nobody but a master can help a seeker. Jesus had found it, Buddha had found, Mohammed and Krishna had found. However, they could only help those that were with them, once they died it was over. No matter how one follows the memory of those masters, only a living master, a present One can help, but they are few and far apart as the world does not tolerate Holy men, they destroy the groups’ reason for existence. Oh, lala, who shall awaken next? And: how to keep the group together??? Ask the French, they may know.

The old man is getting older but no wiser. The new man is getting wiser but not older. The old man says to someone who has lost a leg: do not complain, there is someone who has lost both legs. The new man says: One cannot feel better for someone that suffers more. If the suffering of someone can make you feel better, there is something basically wrong with you. The old man believes everything the priests and the politicians tell him. The new man questions everything. The old man tells non-sensual stories, the new man tells jokes. The old man is full of desires, when he sees a beautiful woman and cannot get her, he makes her look bad. The new man sees a beauty and gives her a compliment. Seeing a beautiful car, the old man will find something wrong with it, the new man congratulates the owner. The old man begs to his god to give him things and calls it prayer. The new man sings and celebrates and his dance is his prayer. The old man sees no violence in the threat to hunger strike to death; the new man begs to differ. The old man is proud of his nationality; the new man wishes that all borders would disappear and feels sorry for the division between nations. The old man sticks to religion, the new man is religious. The old man spends time with the past and the future, the new man loses no time in the here-now. The old man is prisoner of his society, his club membership, his religion, his nationality, his skin color, his culture. The new man is free.

Human beings of ordinary wit are scared of freedom. Also it is never given to them and those who are free are rare. Mostly looked upon by others with contempt. It starts as soon as one is born. Post newly born beings are robbed of their freedom of religion, as they straight away get it from their parents. Catholic, Jew, Moslim or Hindu, there goes the spiritual freedom. Of course it happens in some country, so the nationality is next. The newly born is American, Dutch, French, Colombian Saint Lucian or whatever. Freedom to be a world citizen or a universal person is taken away. A few years later one enters school and it becomes more evident in wich class one belongs, well-to-do, rich, middle class, or poor. Belonging to one class means that the other classes are out of bound and the freedom to mix is frowned upon, especially when a few years later marriage comes into play. Now the profession. Studied for doctor the person now is stuck in that line of work. Having grown into a merchant, manual labour is out. And he who tills the land might just as well do that for the rest of his life. And if this prison of religion, nationality, profession and wealth is not enough of a prison that locks out the rest of the world people tend to form groups where one has to become a member so as to exclude all others who are non-members. Lions, Freemasons, Rotarians and not to forget political parties. Now it becomes clear what freedom means to be imprisoned in a self created cage of strict limits where others are kept out. Reflect on this idea when you believe that impedance makes us free. It only makes our prison smaller. True freedom knows no master, no boss over one, no credo or creed, no dogma, principle or class. True freedom mixes and mingles with all that are imprisoned and bound by rules to show them the limits of their beliefs. A slave is a free man if he is content with his lot; a free man is a slave if he seeks more than that. Prison is envy, pride, ignorance, greed and all the above. It takes much power to be free, so I wish you strength, if you really like freedom.